"....(daughter) she's not anxious today, just rolling with it. I know I had too hangs otherwise I would have destroyed her innocence. This is why I had to let her go for a few days. I could see history repeating and it was all me, my fault. That's the past now right and I'm not looking back. It feels strange just living, causing a tad anxiety and even guilt. I have to get use to be alive. Damn, it's awesome. You saved 2 lives from self destruction and you need to know that....there are no words for it really just under statements. You're my hero....my mentor...xxx" ~G.S